She’s inexperienced, shy at first but curious as to what is involved. This is the characters first time doing this, but perhaps not the first time thinking of this, she has a lip biting curiosity, knowing this is the point of no return and will approach things slowly yet with an open mind. Almost clumsy in her approach she will make mistakes but try again, sensibilities and manners go out of the window as an intoxication begins to take over.